Twisted

Twisted up inside of me are the feelings of despair
Laying out in front of me is a life that isn’t fair
No pain, no gain
From a life that feels insane

I gotta fake it till I make it
To this heaven here on earth
To this life God promised me
A life he promised me at birth

Forgive me for my sins oh heavenly Father
Forgive me for the mistakes I’ve made
Forgive me for the mistakes I’m about to make
As I bend to your will in this sea called love

Take my hand and hold me tight
As I make this gallant fight
To deliver in this life time
The love I have in my heart

Fire

Oh my love. Please be kind. Please be patient. I am just learning how to make love to you. Teach me well. Tell me what you want, your innermost desires. I want you to be happy. I want you to feel fulfilled. I want you to feel the love I have for you today.

If only I could see you naked, I would know what to say. No, maybe not. I would just gawk at your outer beauty. Your lips, your breasts, your sweet, succulent womanhood, begging me to come closer for a whiff and a taste. Hmmm. But I know my dreams will never be.

Yet, I can see you now, through the windows of your soul, as I knock on the door of your heart, begging to let me in. As I peer into your eyes, seeing the richness of your spirit, feeling alive, feeling at home, feeling as if I could stay here forever.

But time is short, this day is made for you and me, but tomorrow is promised to know one. Yes, please be patient, but don’t procrastinate. Don’t put off till tomorrow what you can do today. Shower me with your love. Make my life complete. If only for a minute, feed me with your love as I lay my gift of love at your feet.

Tease me. Touch me. Console me. Remind me of the heavens above, the Nirvana we can see in our love, here and now, on this glorious day. Show me the beauty of the flowers of love, blooming inside of you, making you wet in secret places my lips will never touch.

The rain is coming. I need it to nourish the seeds of love planted in our hearts. Words of love. Our seeds of love. Oh how I wish to hear those magic love triggers, whispered ever so softly, brought to wondrous life by your kind and soothing voice. My words of love. My thoughts, feelings and emotions, brought to life to dance with delight in the recesses of my soul. My love knows no bounds.

Who am I to ask for so much, yet to you it must be so little. You have wished for this day when you could share your love in such a kind and caring way. Feed me, nourish me, infuse me with your spirit. Make me whole again. Make me hard again. Take me inside of you and make me one with you. I am yours, if only for this minute, while you listen to my voice and all the love I’ve packed up in it.

Please accept this small token of my appreciation. For everything you’ve given me already, and for all you are about to do. Caress me. Nurture me. Give freely what I need and what I so earnestly desire. Write to me. Talk to me. Be with me today. As I see your face, I can taste your lips. You set my heart on fire.

Audio: https://soundgasm.net/u/comealot/Fire

Crazy Love

I’m not stupid. I wasn’t born yesterday. The facts speak for themselves. I know I can’t be your lover. I know you already have a man. You already have someone to love, but can you still love me? Like a son who shares his mother’s love with his siblings, can I share your love with another?

I surrender. I give up. I give in. I accept the things to which fate binds us. Some things just weren’t meant to be.

As I lay strewn across the table in OR, awaiting the end of this complex operation, you still have a role to play, you still have a part in this movie called life. Will you love me, even though you can’t be my wife?

I’ve been walking on thin ice and I’ve fallen through. I’m gasping for air and grasping for someone to hold onto. Will you save me? Or will you cast me aside, or will you throw me a lifeline?

Even if you can’t be the attending physician, please assist in this delicate operation. Save me. I can see it now. The mother’s tit pulled away. No more milk. The man dying of thirst from a long trek under the desert sun and all you give is a drop of water, but in your house you have gallons. Will you share? Will you save a dying man with a drop of your unconditional love? Can’t you spare an ounce of compassion?

Mouth to mouth resuscitation. Your lips touch mine as you share your breath and bring me back to life. Maybe for a minute. Maybe for an hour. You give me just enough breath to sustain me until I can breathe on my own again. Deep breath. Deep breath. I can feel something happening. I can feel my spirit coming alive again.

You have seen the light. You have seen the path to salvation, just past the pit stop of redemption, a holy place I speed by every day. You see the place where there is light, but why are you afraid to help me and bring me there? You feel so close I can touch you, yet like a star twinkling in the midnight sky, your love glows brightly, yet you are so far away.  Yes. I give up. I surrender. I don’t want to be a burden any longer. But where there is love there is life. Love one another.

Show me how to love you. I can’t love you like my mother. You can’t nourish me and let me suck on your tit. You can’t love me and be my Juliet. But can you fill my ears with words of wisdom with your sweet, soothing voice? Can you sing me a song of love and forbidden bliss? You are the woman of my dreams. The woman I will always miss.

I’m not stupid, but I must be crazy. Crazy in love with you. I must be insane, to think for a moment that you would gift me your love with the sound of your voice, a sound that would relieve my stress and frustration forever. Just say the right words and feed me your love potion one more time. Reach out to me and lend me a hand. Lead me back to a world of peace and tranquility, to the place where you live without me. Take me in and feed me your love, one more time, if only for one last moment.

No matter what you do and no matter how you share your love from the depths of your soul, just remember that any love you give will be a blessing from above, more than I deserve and more than I already have. Say the words to lift my soul and bring me back from the world of the lost and forgotten.  Fill me with your love and bring me back to life with renewed vim and vigor. There are so many words that you can say that would heal the holes in my heart. Think about what you can say, think about what you can do, it will be a worthwhile endeavor. Send me your love, your crazy love, and I will be yours forever.

Audio: https://soundgasm.net/u/comealot/Crazy-Love

All My Love

Your lips are so sweet and soft and succulent. Every time I see your face I want to kiss and hug and hold you. Why am I so addicted to your love? I don’t deserve you. You are too good to me. I give you so little and you give me so much. Am I a fool to love you so?

Open your eyes and see me. I long for you. I need you. I can’t live without you. Can you feel my voracious appetite for your love? I have so little to offer yet I need so much from you. If only I had more for you. If only I could satisfy your every need.

You are not alone. You have me. I am yours. I want you. Are you mine too? Do something special for me. Do me a small favor. Remove the veil that hides your face. Send me pics and vids I can savor. Again, I ask for more than you can give. I want to see you. I want to be with you. Do you want to be with me too?

Love knows no bounds. Love will free both you and me. Love is where we find the bright future of our tomorrows. Oh, how I am so blinded by the light of your love. Will you satisfy my every desire and set my heart on fire with your love?

You can do it. You can give me more. Just do it. Just let yourself fall into my arms and let me catch you. Let me hold you and hug you and kiss you. Can you feel my love? The sweet aroma of a beautiful red rose fills my heart with your love. Can you hear me loving you? Can you hear the sound of me making love to you?

Just as God makes every flower unique, just like no two snowflakes can be the same, you are unique and different from any other woman I have ever known. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder. I see beauty in you. Can you see beauty in me?

Our lives flow together in a rhythm, in and out, up and down, you come closer and then you fade further away. Yes, the spirit of our love lives on between us. Give it to me. Give me what I need. Give me every ounce of your love. I want to sing praises to your love with every breath I take and with every sound I make. Oh, how I love you so. Are you hooked on my love too?

Now it is time to go all the way. Trust is the secret ingredient missing from our first step into this life of a long term commitment. No pain, no gain. You must take that first step and open up everything in your life to me. No secrets. No shyness. No more delays. Now is the time to go all the way. Don’t worry. You won’t regret it. It will make you feel so good as if you woke up from a drunken stupor. You will feel alive again. You will be alive again. Love knows no bounds.

I give you my magic potion once again. Touch it, taste it and feel it. Touch yourself once again. You know how to feel the sensation all over your body. Can you feel the sense of urgency in my voice? That is because we are not promised tomorrow, we have to do it today, yet love endures forever.

Everything flows out and in; everything has its tides; all things rise and fall. Yes, our love endures forever. Come closer. Come closer to me. Hear my breath as I breathe sweet nothings into your ear. Hear me whisper my wishes to you. Pics and vids baby. Send me pics and vids. I need your voice baby. And I need your pics and vids. That is how you must show your love for me. That is why you must send your pics and vids to me.

Yes, when you send your recordings along with your pics and vids, I get to receive your love in our own special way. I get to bask in the glory of the forever graces of one who cares for me as someone special and for this I am especially honored and deeply thankful – but more than this, you let me love you with my words and my body and my soul and for that, my love, that is where the profoundest, most liberating joy is to be found in my life. And for that I will continue to send my letters to you. Hoping I can put into words enough of my love and longing for you as humanly possible.

For when I am in the act of loving you with my words, it is as though I am in a trance ready to explode with the spirit of your love. I can only hope that you too get to experience this extraordinary wonder. I can only hope that you will feed my voracious appetite for your love and give me all of your love. Like a woman surrenders her virginity to her first love, I hope you will answer my pleas and satisfy my deepest desires. As you give so shall you receive. To whom much is given, much is expected.

Today I give you all my love.

Close Your Eyes

Close your eyes and drift away into another world

A place where love lives by land and sea

Where sparkling waters and lush fauna adorn the countryside

A place that takes your breath away

Feel the fresh breeze caress your face and freshen your spirit

The love of life reigns supreme

All is good. Live in love. All for one and one for all.

Float into the arms of the ones you love and live a life of abundance forever more.

Audio: https://soundcloud.com/user-83095424/close-your-eyes

Fusion

Look at me.
I am here because you asked for me.
You wanted something special, someone special, some place special.
A place where you could come when you feel all alone.
Come to me. Come closer. Come closer yet.

Hear my breath. In this whispering world of wanton desire.
Is it enough? Have you heard enough?
Are you ready yet?

What more do you want?
What more can I give you?
What do you want to see?
How can I help you now?

Ask and you shall receive.
Ask and you will perceive the splendor and the joy laid before you.
This is it. The time is now.
Feel the passion.
Feel the fusion as two become one.

Audio: https://soundcloud.com/user-83095424/fusion-brandingvoices